My treasured time; my supposed life

I miss my life as it was.

Infidelity

Those who are faithless know the pleasures of love; it is the faithful who know love’s tragedies. — Oscar Wilde

As the days passes,
Your intents and motions speaks forward,
Your tone and dissatisfaction rages over and hell hath no fury like a woman’s scorned.

 Deep inside me, it seems that things are getting clearer and that; 

We always deceive ourselves twice about the people we love – first to our advantage, then to our disadvantage.

It seems I’ve been at a disadvantage for quite sometime thinking that I need to make amendments.
But it’s during the exact same time that the one we love took an initiative to step out for the better of her own good.

With the relentless rejections and unwillingness to make it better, you’re slowly, bit by bit, trying to make things worst for the best scenario.

I could a lamb and make it go your way,

but I want to see this till the end, on how the play would supposed to end.

Someone out there there must be,
For your feelings to vary.. 

I’m so Fortunate by Lee Juk

For meeting you and being able to touch your hair
For meeting you and being able to breath, looking at each other
For being hugged and being able to let the tears flow when it’s tough

I’m so fortunate…
For the beautiful world that knows you and placing you here

In the violent wind and under a wet roof, I’m not getting tossed there by myself.
Wearisome of daily life and survival,by some chance is not something meaningless
It’s because of amazing person…you… that always be by my side,

For meeting you…
And being able to make meals we share
For meeting you and being able to hold your hands when it goes numb

For hugging you and being able to give you comfort even though it doesn’t help

I’m so fortunate

그대를 만나고 그대의 머릿결을 만질 수가 있어서
geudaereul mannago geudaeui meoritgyeoreul manjil suga isseoseo
그대를 만나고 그대와 마주 보며 숨을 쉴 수 있어서
geudaereul mannago geudaewa maju bomyeo sumeul swil su isseoseo
그대를 안고서 힘이 들면 눈물을 흘릴 수가 있어서
geudaereul angoseo himi deulmyeon nunmureul heullil suga isseoseo
다행이다. 그대라는 아름다운 세상이 여기 있어 줘서.
dahaengida. geudaeraneun areumdaun sesangi yeogi isseo jwoseo.

거친 바람 속에도 젖은 지붕 밑에도 홀로 내팽개쳐지지 않다는 게
geochin baram sogedo jeojeun jibung mitedo hollo naepaenggaechyeojiji antaneun ge
지친 하루살이와 고된 살아남기가 행여 무의미한 일이 아니라는게
jichin harusariwa godoen saranamgiga haengyeo muuimihan iri aniraneunge
언제나 나의 곁을 지켜주던 그대라는 놀라운 사람 때문이란 걸
eonjena naui gyeoteul jikyeojudeon geudaeraneun nollaun saram ttaemuniran geol

그대를 만나고 그대와 나눠 먹을 밥을 지을 수 있어서
geudaereul mannago geudaewa nanwo meogeul babeul jieul su isseoseo
그대를 만나고 그대의 저린 손을 잡아줄 수 있어서
geudaereul mannago geudaeui jeorin soneul jabajul su isseoseo
그래를 안고서 되지 않는 위로라도 할 수 있어서
geuraereul angoseo doeji annneun wirorado hal su isseoseo
다행이다. 그대라는 아름다운 세상이 여기 있어 줘서.
dahaengida. geudaeraneun areumdaun sesangi yeogi isseo jwoseo.

거친 바람 속에도 젖은 지붕 밑에도 홀로 내팽개쳐지지 않다는 게
geochin baram sogedo jeojeun jibung mitedo hollo naepaenggaechyeojiji antaneun ge
지친 하루살이와 고된 살아남기가 행여 무의미한 일이 아니라는 게
jichin harusariwa godoen saranamgiga haengyeo muuimihan iri aniraneun ge
언제나 나의 곁을 지켜주던 그대라는 놀라운 사람 때문이란 걸
eonjena naui gyeoteul jikyeojudeon geudaeraneun nollaun saram ttaemuniran geol

그대를 만나고 그대의 머릿결을 만질 수가 있어서
geudaereul mannago geudaeui meoritgyeoreul manjil suga isseoseo

Lyrical credits to http://sassychicks.livejournal.com/24045.html

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In times of troubles..

The word “reality” is used on situations whereby actions are condone by the society.

XX did something wrong.
XX: “This is the reality, if I did not do this, “insert reason”, “insert plausible consequence”.

Think ’bout it.

Emotional stress or financial stress?

Which is better?

I’ve always seem to have either one or the other in every minute of my life.
Well, at least since I was twelve onwards.

If I’m ever financially-stress free, emotional stress will creep itself upon my life..
 
I’m losing grip on my life again. Priorities are messed up and everyday is just like any other.

Pride & Ego..

These 2 words are often used interchangeably.
However, the differences between these 2 words are far off from what many thinks.

Ego is usually directed to oneself and ones’ feeling against another.
Often, one would say a person has a huge ego, which is actually implying that that person has a superiority complex.
Having a big ego would refuse the person the humility to bow down to anyone, even as far enough to deny the person to say a simple word of apology, “sorry”.

Pride on the other hand, comes from the satisfactory of a work being done from someone or oneself.
Which is why the word “pride” can usually be used on oneself onto another.
e.g. My son is my pride

Many a times, we hear someone say “I have my pride”, honestly what they are really saying is “I have my ego which I refuse to let go because I do not wish to hurt myself”.

Because with all honesty, who would cause harm to themselves’ right?

We need to learn to let go of our ego and build on our pride on ourselves and onto others..