I don’t think I’ve ever planned schedule in terms of “Real-Time” whereby plans and events are carried out almost daily and far into the upcoming month.
With UT on hard till Thursday and the rush to have my flights booked and passport done, almost with much uncertainty due to my dad. Everything is in a major mess.
P.S. I like how the days tomorrow and the day after are always planned before time. And all for just a single reason… :)
Whoever said BigBang started the world? Because it apparently didn’t start mine.
You and I, We made the start of our beginning to what holds no ends and boundaries.
We make the right choices, but why does it feel so stupid?
The next 72hours might be mind-boggling.
I’m supposed to let loose within the next 48hours and just go on ahead.
But to all honesty, the effect will last an additional 24hours.
The world just doesn’t make sense anymore.
I’m beginning to see things in a new light, not that the old light was bad.. but this new light might be much more real and that, it is where I start failing.
Things would no longer make sense to my logic and I’ll have one hell of trouble trying to fix myself up again.
Goodluck to that future me.
And just waste it to the present me.
Be it how confused i am, my favorite sitcom(How I Met Your Mother) actually came up on a topic that I’ve been wondering about.
And the answer is this…..
I still don’t wish for it to be this way.
Perhaps this words of wisdom will help me along my way some other time :).
Doesn’t being scared let you know you’re onto something important?
If you’re not scared, you’re not taking a chance.
if you’re not taking a chance then what the hell are you doing?
I think i got 2 post in this wordpress of mine namely, 2008 and 2009.
Every year its something different, each of these years maybe a well thought out post.
This year, I’m not even sure if I’m really sober.
For starters, lets say that I’m gonna be 20 soon and that I don’t feel as though I’m apart from ‘09.
Things from the past still stays around me to the ‘10.
I’m really tired now, I wish someone could just tell me to sleep and tell me that even though I’m waking up in the night, it doesn’t matter and that they’ll be around me to wish me a happy new year and hopefully… urgh……. my head.
I’m sleepy!
Ohwell! All the best for the year!
